ultra sound beam

we needed more proof, more to place faith

in something we couldn't see hear or touch.

you were an abstract, like god. or love.

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the big bang could make something exist

out of nothing. a culmination of

evolution from us to you. your mother's

queasiness could've been anything

at all: a flu, a hangover, a little

disturbance. we feared failure, fear of a seed

unfruited, of realising the dreams we

hadn't yet begun to have. the ultrasound,

however, brought vision to our heathen

minds, and then it brought sound, a fast-paced

bravura more intoxicating than

religious chants invented by mankind;

womankind's finest invention, author

of another of her own self, a woman.

and when i saw there was life, humbled

by biology, it confirmed to me

that love isn’t just an impossible

abstract like bearded white men in the sky,

but our mortality on a printed

sonogram: precise and magnified

and alive.